Whoever said .. it is difficult to Hope against hope .. thou be damned ...
It comes as naturally to me as does the thought
Of a slothful weekend when my limbs get weary ...
Trying not to care .. putting on this air of fake indifference ..
Has been sapping me outta the last vestiges of human emotions ..
Emotions that I never knew could touch me .. singe me ..
This hanging onto every word that is said ..
Analysing whether it was an offhanded remark ..
or dished out in all seriousness ...
Do I put on a knowing smile ..
Or do I stick to my lost-puppy look .. So that he would care to explain ..
Is all of the above an inherent normal female DNA problem
Or do I blame it on malfunctioning neurons ...
Have I been asking too many questions ... !!
posted by Saanjh at
10:53 PM
6 Comments:
All normal and healthy :).
seems as if u r stuck at some point, silent n waiting for things to happen rather than making it happen.. its also suggesting that u r yet to know him n thr stil is a big gap between u 2 which is resulting in anticipations n confusions.. else y wud he need to pass a remark (rather call it an indirect way to pass some message which happens when 2 people are not really so close yet) n y wud it ever be so difficult to understand as to y he said so...? not so healthy signs actually..
ahhh.. it seems as if you are only making things difficult for yourself..
not too many questions...just too many exams ;)
@ankita : :)
@anonymous : is it possible for u to reveal urself sumway .. cud take sum valuable pointers from u .. u know ! :)
which anonymous r u talking abt? me, me, me or me?
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